wow....has been ages since i'm here......well, one thing is that mak is not getting any better. But we are still hopeful..had dinner at Khadijah's kitchen last nite with ayah...its was good after we had our 'argument' the other day....i should have be more calm I guess...berdosa menjawab mcm what I did....but I knew ayah understand me.

 

Gtg, muahhhhhh

Been commuting between the island and KL for the past 3 weeks. Mother still admitted and my body aching all over due to frequent stunt" tidur sambil duduk" beside her bed...hehehe....I have mastered ways to sleep in all sort of positions. Pernah once, terlelap tengah drive...for like 2-3 seconds..nasibbbb...too tired maaa..not a good excuse.

I pray really hard for her recovery. Love u ma!!

Muahhhh...

 

Still here, stuck in the office..what a life!

Need to get back to my report....waaaaaaa

 

Of late being kind of lazy...lazy to to about everything...enough said.

kan best if semua benda dlm dunia ni tak complicated sangat....cheese off betul.

 

 

AMIN

 

oh no, i've been selected to represent the company in some sporting tournament...aiyooo, habis lah kali ni..nevertheless I did cautioned  them if the aim is too win better change that nawaitu la....hehehe...I play that sport so-so je so at your own risk la kan...nevermind, the most important thing is participation and sportwomanship thru and thru..gotta have fun.

Heck, I need all the exercise to lose the weight anyway! 

mak called and she said she wanna try hemopathy (mind the spelling) as well...she asked whether I'm ok with that...I told her I know how bad she wanna feel better. But this thing takes time to heal and she has to sabar and keep on following doc's advise. I dun want ppl to take advantage and offer to sell her all kinds of medicine and promise her the moon..just want her to remember that..but all up to her coz I love her.

Ok, enuff la...need to go and practise. MUAH!!!!

 

Apart from being partnerless, I realised that my life is not as pathetic as I would have thot...why should I measure happiness with such shallowness, I pun puzzled..ni mesti pasal hormones nih...hehehe.....my moments of stupidity I guess! Should never feel that way again..and remember to be thankful every single day...

Mommy dearest is doing well...after the surgery she has to do a lot of physio exercise and recovery may take a bit longer....just have to be patient and stay positive...Call her 3-4 times a day, just to lift her spirit and cheer her up...mak, so sorry I can't be there with u.

Move on to other thing such as the Bali trip next week...yup, yours truly will be frolicking on Kuta beach..can't wait to visit those beautiful seaside cliffs, paddy fields, temples and of course the spa parlours! I've planned this trip since last year and making  a point to save money every month for the trip...ye la, nak shopping paintings for the living room, clothes sikit2 and balinese lace.

This is the first vacation as a single person and I'm determine to enjoy myself nonetheless! Bali here I come....errr, did I mentioned that Ning met her fiance in Bali?...hhhmmm..... 

later...muahhh!!!

 

Someone do please help me...where can i find solace?...for my life now feel nothing.....wish i can stop feeling this way and just be thankful of my mere existence..its hard.

muah!

 

still stuck at the office!!...by choice or by force?....definitely on my own free will.....hehehe....the hse feel so damn empty....

Came back from the UK last week..went for a meeting and spent 2 days to jalan and shopping a bit....memang bosan kalau sorang2.....what to do!..hehehe

 

As long as I can remember, Mak has never been really sick or ill…the occassional flu or fever tu adalah….but now, from the sound of her voice, she sounded so frail, so weak…full of pain…not ok at all. Told along to make doc appmt at sjmc next Monday…want mak to undergo full medical check-up…check the hypertension, heart, sugar level…everything…I will return to KL this Friday and temankan mak…want to be by her side and support her…my duty as a daughter to take care of her mother. I’m forever indebted towards the woman that brought me to this world